Normally, girls dump boys. After years of courtship and constant dating, it is vested to know and foreseen scenes of breaking up. Reason would vary from third party to i-just-don't-feel-the-chemistry-anymore excuses. But when obsession speaks and jealousy is present all the time, it is taking through the nerves of men.

Nobody wants to be dumped. Nobody wants to dump a lover either. But when reality speaks, it is really hard to conquer the heartache and bitterness. I guess, we should at least understand why.

He feels suffocated. 

learn how to read his mind. even though you "seem to know everything" about your guy, be sensitive and learn to read his mind. sometimes men need time for themselves alone. let them feel their freedom and you are not exaggerating your tender love and care for him.

He thinks you're too demanding.  

you think because you are his woman you can rule his life for him. Come on ladies, we should not let them rule, and eat you. Give him a little space and make him you care for his happiness too.

He thinks you're too jealous. 

less jealous

He's not really for a relationship yet. 

enjoy it while it last, then move on

He still want to keep his option open. 

he's not yet ready to be that committed

He doesn't feel the chemistry anymore. 

there's no other thing for you to do but to let go.

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Recently, i've been into blog reading again. Reading informative blogs to replenish my knowledge and gain more insights about technology, internet, graphics and gadgets. As expected, i just read. But little did i know, i am beginning to thought, like them, what i could share.

I thought about that long time ago, but i have no one who reads my blog that are in "technology firms", or must i say, there is no fun to read my blog. I wanted to share things i know but i'm hesitant to do it here.

A tech blog owner interviewed me a couple of days ago because of my initiative to co-author his blog. He was frank to tell me he was having second thoughts whether to accept me or not because he saw this blog. he wasn't sure of what i can share to his readers. hahaha, i left blanc there. but i told him this is only my personal blog and i write nothing but my emotions and stuff like that. I literally showed off my little tech side, my experiences and not so expertise. Result? i got the job!.

Then I came on a second thought, will i be leaving my blog off key and empty from informations i will be sharing to blogs i will be co-writing in the near future. What i can share to my visitors and unplugg the mysteries of my talent (wahahaha, booo!). Maybe, i could just rewrite it here and give credit. huh? credit? credit myself? hahaha :D

I have a lot of things to write in my blog but i don't know how, when, where to start or should i not.
Will i consider myself?

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Ladies, We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
We don't care if a guy calls OR TEXTS you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait
till the morning.
Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/
cute/ stunning,
we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.
We'll stop trying to convince you.
The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.
Don't be mad when we hold the door open.
Take Advantage of the mood im in.
Let us pay for you!
Don’t "feel bad"
We enjoy doing it.
It's expected.
Smile and say "thank you."
Kiss us when no one's watching.
If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.
You don't have to get dressed up for us.
If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.
We like you for who you are and not what you are.
honestly, I think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's. or my shirt and boxers, not all dolled up
Don't take everything we say seriously.
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.
Stop using magazines/media as your bible.
"Don't talk about how hott Chris Brown, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us".
It's boring, and we don't care. You have friends for that.
Whatever happened to the word "handsome"/"beautiful"?
I’d be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with "Hey handsome!" instead of "Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy" or whatever else you can think of.
on the other hand I’m not saying I wouldn't like it ether
Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, dont wait for him to change. ditch his sorry ****, he's a disgrace to the male population and find someone who will treat you with utter respect
Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes....and say "i love you" ..
and actually mean it.
Give the nice guys a chance
Guys repost this if you agree
Girls repost this if you think it's cute
Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this, so we hope that all the girls that read this will repost this

*Holding Hands
Girls :If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of
times.
Guys : Grab it if it happens more than once.

*Cuddling
Girls : When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold
Guys : Automatically move closer to her.

*Movies
Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder
Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her.

*Loving each other
Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her
too... And mean it.

*Laying below the stars
Girls : When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat
Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers.
By 12 am tonight your one true love will realize how much they want you.







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credit to: `moon

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Beyonce's If i were a boy


RIHANNA's Umbrella


J. Holiday's Bed



Keyshia Cole's Love

Brandy's Have you ever

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kagaya nga ng nasa site ni Chary,

"i FORGIVE WHO ARE MEAN TO ME,
NOT BECAUSE THEY "DESERVE IT",
BUT ONLY BECAUSE I'M NICE"


fuck those people, i dont need them. i can live without their help and i don't need pretentious people just to get something from me. eh?
fuckers!

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a peck on the cheek on Nice's face.
a sweet hug to Ate Donna.
a big "ang taray" to Tina
a big "panalo" to Yesha

what are all these all about anyway?
i was sooo happy for my friends that everyone of us got high grade in the prelim TARIFF REVIEW exam. it was such a relief! hahaha. damn, if you could only see my actions, i was going gaga of such happiness.

i had a 1 hour nap early this morning. Me and Ate Donna been awake til wee hours of the morning just to study for the evaluation exam, we were talking and discussing over the phone of what we are studying. yeah it sucks but it was worth it. of course, i was a bit disappointed because i didn't do well. i didn't failed though, but knowing you helped someone in a little way was such a great feeling.it feels like...Christmas in a way.


i love this day

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UPDATE: June 2010. 

for the record, i no longer update this site. though some of my pictures are still posted, if time permits, i will delete this complete to narrow down my responsibilities. 

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Christmas season laging ginaganap ang MMFF. Nung 2008, SSS ung pina nood namin ng barkada ko kasi naaaliw kami dun sa nanay ni Juday. Ngayon, kay Ai-Ai naman.

well, kala ko puro katatawanan lang ung mapapanood ko, actually meron naman din na mangilan ngilan pero mas marami pa ata ung drama. yes, pang FAMILY pero aun, family nga din ung takbo ng story, may pagka pulitika pero ayos lang kasi galing ni Eugene magpatawa. thanks to Eugene Domingo, simpleng linya lang nagagawa nyang puno ng saya. hehehe. 

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A Letter to Depression
(C) Dec. 2008.
miztakumi creations.

Unfinished issues,
melodramatic stories,
hidden meanings beyond words spoken,

inevitable gestures dat
binds no definition at all,

lame excuses or white lies
dat i seize to believe--deaf,
mute and blind to escape d hurt
and cover his/her mean actions,

sumtime, i was able to move on
and leave d past behind.
unfortunately, i am at my old
self again.

its enough--am i inlove?
i'm going to live my life
wishing you love/d me.
i'm moving on without
my feet shackled from where
mourn defines depression.

Please, let me go.
because i'm not going to hold on.
Not anymore...
i want to live and die
known to myself and
not by anyone and
even to you....

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Shorty reminded me off by her question. “Hiatus ka pa rin?” (still hiatus) and i replied "yes"
below are my review materials.

"if your really want to pass the board exam, you should have started reading your materials yesterday, and not today" - Ma'am CB, Araceli Requinto

HALLOWEEN 

Mom decided to buy flowers at Dang wa, Dimasalang in order to avoid high price of flowers at memorial park. When they arrived, they called me to do the arrangement for 2. And since I am not into “flowers”, I grabbed the encyclopedia to get ideas that might help to do the Ikebana… oh, thanks to the Japanese telenovela Artificial Flower aired in abs-cbn, it was a big help. I made 3 arrangements. not bad for a first timer like me.

my first ikebana

second ikebana

third ikebana

i am in ZERO DEGREE for lust and relationship. multiple orgasm because i like the catch. i had fun doing the Ikebana and i am willing to learn and do more =) 

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after the hell week....

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Nike

Havs in Serendra

Serendra Bonifacio

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IMPECTIONS

by: Chiie Atienza

     We cannot please everybody. It is a fact. No matter how hard we work to make things acceptable with what we do, no matter how humble we are to keep our feet on the ground, and no matter how we ignore the says despite the pain, we always encounter contradicting comments, violent reactions and opinions. It’s a reality we have to face in our everyday lives.

The criticisms and objections are undeniably present and our vast imperfections are the subject to judgment for our knowledge, beliefs, and principles. - chiie

     It is visibly true that not everyone has a smashing confidence, extraordinary talent, brilliant mind, luxurious aura, and a Mother Theresa’s heart to evidently leave a mark of our personality in each person. The criticisms and objections are undeniably present and our vast imperfections are the subject to judgment for our knowledge, beliefs, and principles.

We are what we say, therefore, I am who am.
In silence I think -- therefore I am CHIIE.

     We are raw and half-baked in every way and I believe the most difficult part is to prove ourselves to the world — we may not posses a unique character but we have something to offer, unfortunately, we tend to live by their standards -— a societal standard. As much as we do not want to be compared, though we acknowledge and respect their capabilities, people seized to look differently in each of our own closets but categorized.

     The society has distinctive views which do not mean we consider their judgment to be wrong and bias. We are entitled to our own opinions — respect. In effect, we expect people to respect our ideology and vision of profession. Apparently, some people oppose and criticize us, throw stones at us, not to mention the insult instead of keeping it to themselves, and drastically, pointing fingers to blame to save their ass without thinking in their head. We will not deviate from our own mindset just to satisfy others who are out to put us down. We stand on our own convictions and we are not to be belittled by anyone.

     It’s not how the discrimination pushes you down; it is how you fight back.

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napadaan lang.

TODAY | panty.
whew. nakahinga rin ng konte.... feeling ko hindi na masikip ung panty ko after the presentation last week. this week, puro quizzes na since prelim is fast approaching. dagdagan pa ng projects -- ok lang maraming kailangan, wag lang mawawalan ng pera T_T

TODAY | bokey na bulaklak at mahabang tobleron
belated Happy Birthday Maam Cel ^^ -- i gave her gifts in the class and un lang ^^ hihihi i love you maam. sayang d ako nakasama sa condo ni Elaine nung friday... wala kasama pag uwi eh >_<. ayaw ni Nice though game si Tina.

WEEKEND | project and shopping
i gave myself a treat, i bought 2 jeans 2 shirts and undergarments. actually hindi nga treat un eh, hahah. ah ewan! kupas na mga lonta ko. puputok na rin mga damit ko sa katabaan ko. wenks. un un eh. hahah

LAST WEEK | ang presentation
"maganda" yan ang comment ni Sir Norby sa presentation namin... weeeee!!
Good job sa lahat ^^

LAST LAST WEEK | kasalanan ng Cellphone.
For the first time, nakagawa ako ng parang ikamamatay ko na.... TUMUNOG CP KO! sa class ni Sir Norby. Awch!!~ here comes the fire, hindi ako nag admit agad because i want to make sure na saken nga galing un. during break time, i approached him and tell him it was mine.
wah!! Sir.... kung alam nyo lang T___T sorry po.

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