I've been spending some time
Thinking il be alright
Don't know if I can really make it tonight

lie awake in the dark
Calm down, then I'll start
Thinking about you
It's almost breaking my heart

I don't know where I went wrong
Or what's going on
Baby, I feel like our love lost  tonight
Should I stay, should I go
Well I really don't know
Lately I've been missing you so

Baby you don't understand
Our love lies lost but
You're still holding my hand
Oh, and then you walk away
Just tonight, i want you to stay

You're turning me on
You turn me around
You turn my whole world upside down
You're turning me on
You turn me around
You turn my whole world upside down

Everytime I hurt you, well it's hurting me too
Don't know if I could really stay here tonight
tired of thinking of you, and everything that you do
Tell me, what am I supposed to do
Well I just wanted to say that I need you today
Tell me, it's all gonna work out all right
i Don't know where I should start, but with all of my heart
Baby let me be your lover tonight

Baby you don't understand
Our love lies lost but
You're still holding my hand
Oh, and then you walk away
Just tonight, i want you to stay

You're turning me on
You turn me around
You turn my whole world upside down
You're turning me on
You turn me around
You turn my whole world upside down

oh..You know...you turn me upside down...
You know...you turn me upside down...

You're turning me on
You turn me around
You turn my whole world upside down
You're turning me on
You turn me around
You turn my whole world upside down

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RULES:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Media Player, iPod, Winamp etc.)
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that’s playing.
5. When you go to the next question,press the next button.
6. Don’t lie and pretend you’re cool.
7. When you’re finished, tag some other people to do it!
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i've been tagged by Raymond. (thx for the tag `mond)

A. OPENING CREDITS - Upside down by 6cycle mind
So Sweet. kakatapos lang namin mag usap ni philipp because its already sunrise, and even though patulog palang kami ang ganda ng last song syndrome effect. hahaha. wala lang, para kasi kaming aso at pusa. laging may "woof and meow" sa relationship, nakakatuwa lang..
B. WAKING UP - Hotel California by Eagles
OMG! parang hindi ata wake up to sakin. nakaka antok lang eh. hahaha. but i like the scalling of the guitar.
C. FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL - When I met you by APO Hiking Society
Inay ko po!! Young love, sweet love ba inatupag ko nun? hahaha parang hindi ata.. lolz. Anung konek? waaaa.
D. FALLING IN LOVE - I Feel Good by James Brown
WoW!! "woah! I feel good, i know i would.., so good, so good i got you! wooah! So nice ... sugar and spice" hahaha. ayos to ha, lakas mang asar ng player ko. hahaha.
E. FIRST SONG - You're beautiful by James Blunt
oh yeah!! hahaha. lagi ko nga sinasabi panget ako, tapos eto naman you're beautiful. susmio -_-
F. BREAKING UP - God is good all the time by Don Moen
Amazing~ this is true ^^ i feel blessed kapag nagigising ako sa mga sufferings, sacrifices ko para sa benefit ng ibang tao at times, mostly in one-sided relationships. God is Good.. all the time !! (woooo seryoso na ako neto? heheh)
G. PROM - Freak me by Another level
Woooot~~ natatawa tuloy ako, naalala ko ung prom namin, dami naging cinderella at dami rin naging frog prince. hahahaha! high school life nga naman. read the lyrics, "let me lick you up and up `til you say stop! let me play with your body baby make you real hot, let me do all the things you want me to do.. coz tonight baby i wanna get freaky with you" haha.
H. LIFE - Someday we'll know by Mandy Moore (Walk to remember OST)
Perfect! somebody we will know .... somebody we will understand life. Wala akong masabe! the lyric says it all.
I. MENTAL BREAKDOWN - February by Typecast (Filipino Rock band)
this is a good song. a filipino band who has a powerful lyrics, good choice of melody or rhythm and emo \m/ "the floor is empty where we used to lie i remember every moments im with you the season is changing the summer is here i wish to be with you i want you here here i am expecting for the best and there you are a hundred miles away" medyo malayo sa Mental breakdown, but the band is one of a mental breakdown. hahahah.
J. DRIVING - Power of two by Indigo Girls
Perfect!! i miss him for this. driving around and hugging him in the middle of the road, talking whatever things. .."coz we're okey, we're fine baby im here to stop your"..... being on the road, sometimes makes u wonder a lot of things -- crazy things.
K. FLASHBACK - Hush by LL Cool J feat. Mashonda
awtz, may connection ba? parang wala lang eh. eh bakit ba! un ang natapat eh. lolz. loka loka.
L. GETTING BACK TOGETHER - Runaway by The Corrs
Bongga! Getting back nga eh! bakit runaway lumabas?? hmmm... ano yan i-reverse daw ba? ahaha. "Cause I am falling in love with you, No never I'm never gonna stop, Falling in love with you"
M. WEDDING - Only Hope by Mandy Moore
Tragic.... `wag naman sana ma-ala` A Walk to Remember ang wedding day ko di ba? tsk tsk tsk! but this is what i love in this song ... "I give you my destiny, I'm givin' you all of me, I want your symphony singing in all that I am, At the top of lungs,I'm givin' it back" ang sweet di ba? hehehe. Pwede~~~
N. BIRTH OF A CHILD - Promiscuous Girl by Nelly Furtado
Teaser??? awtz! this is not me! and i can't even imagine myself being promiscuous. Never! hahahaha. "I’m only trying to get inside your brain, To see if you can work me, The way you say. It's OK, it's alright, I got something that you don't like.." Naughty huh... i like it! lolz!
O. FINAL BATTLE - Siren by Tori Amos (Great Expectations' OST)
i like the genre of this music. although it is not perfect for a final battle in general but for a girl who is trying to survive in her own battle could mean a second thought. "NEVER was one for a prissy girl coquette, Call in for an ambulance reach high doesn´t mean SHE´S holy just means She´s got a cellular handy almost Brave almost pregnant.... No teenage flesh know that she'll know she breaks my Siren."
P. DEATH SCENE - Bombtrack by Rage Against the machine (rock metal band)
"...With the thoughts from a militant mind. Hardline, hardline after hardline! Landlords and power whores On my people they took turns Dispute the suits I ignite And then watch 'em burn" this band ROCK!! \m/ (awtz!)
Q. FUNERAL SONG - Scars of a Falling heart by Typecast
Quite far. but for me, it says.. when you lose sight of love, it feels like you`re dying... ay! anu ba ung sinasabi ko? hahaha. eto na nga lang lyrics "broken hopes falling away don't you have something to say? does it make you sleep? emptiness of words that you've said scars in my heart that you left now i'm close to dying everything's failing with thoughts of you now i'm down without knowing what's true with the way you look at someone else everyone's saying just try to be strong"
R. END CREDIT - No ordinary love by Urbandub
another filipino band who invades the Philippine Rock music. parang International band ang dating nila.. grabeh, you should listen to their songs. But for an ending credit?, this Rock! \m/"I gave you all the love I got, I gave you more than I could give, gave you love, I gave you all that I have inside, But you took my love, you took my love..." try nyo download sa mga hindi pa nakakarinig ng songs nila, awayin nyo ko pag hindi nyo na-appreciate ^^ heheh.

TAGGING:
Karmi, Cai, Sheejaey, Kuya Benjo, Ms Jones, Ninong & Ate Melai and sa mga gusto rin magtry ^^ hehehe.

*sigh* finally, nakapag post din ako after several weeks, days and minutes of longing to enter a new post. I’ve been busy to so many things that took me weeks to complete. I learned so many things, discovered secrets, and enlightened.

Closure. I want to put an end to my pressure. Pressure that cannot compare by any kind of normal circumstances that we encounter from our every lives. This pressure had put me into a situation where i have to think and consider people around me who among them are my real friends and enemies. For the past several months that this case had beend going -- a silent process of bargaining of my moral, principle and privacy. I regret filling this case to those men who brought my life in trouble, miserable and most of all in danger. I regret it because I thought I have friends who will support, defend and fight for me until the end. But that was just a thought -- self-denial "they are only busy" (paksyet! un na nga eh, laging busy! taena nyo! mamamatay nalang ako sa sakit ng ulo ko hindi nyo pa alam.)

Closure -- I will put an end to a friendship I thought was real and undeniable; firm and strong; no malice nor jealous; limitless and honest but i was wrong. You cannot live and stay forever in a friendship were you are bound to be happy and when problems arise -- you are out of the scene, then you have to wear a mask to cover the pain.

*now i know who my true friends are.