i'll always love you....

I often close my eyes

And I can see you smile

You reach out for my hand

And I'm woken from my dream

Although your heart is mine

Its hollow inside

I never had your love

CHORUS

And every night

I lie awake

Thinking maybe you love me

Like I've always loved you

But how can you love me

Like I loved you when

You can't even look me straight in my eyes

VRS 2/3

I've never felt this way

To be so in love

To have someone there

Yet feel so alone

Aren't you supposed to be

The one to wipe my tears

The on to say that you would never leave

The waters calm and still

My reflection is there

I see you holding me

But then you disappear

All that is left of you

Is a memory

On that only, exists in my dreams

CHORUS

VRS 4

I don't know what hurts you

But I can feel it too

And it just hurts so much

To know that I can't do a thing

>And deep down in my heart

Somehow I just know

That no matter what

I'll always love you.

VRS 1

So why am I still here in the rain.

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All of us experience pain and sorrow.
All of us embrace love and happiness.
But what if the person you love is not happy to be with you anymore, only to find out she/he found it with someone else. Are you going to let go? or hold on and pretend you do know?
You keep on fighting for the one you unconditionally love,
and yet, you're fighting for nothing.

What is painful in love is people cannot be honest with themselves.
We always deny what is real and do not accept destiny bestowed us.

What is painful, is how he/she play games on you. He/She doesn't want to let you go because of his/her cruel intentions. Pretends he/she loves you, deny the truth, still lies in front of your face, and yet you can do nothing but cry alone and ask to let you go.

I was reading recent posts of jones when I saw my name and she's tagging me. (thanks for the tag sis)

Once tagged by this entry, write a blog entry of some kind with six random facts about yourself. In the end of it, pick six of your friends and tag them! No tag backs. This explanation must be included, of course.


1. I don't literally wear make-up.

2. i love coleslaw and broccoli. i love eating powdered milk, I drink 4-6 cups of coffee in a day when i am busy particularly when at work.

3. i play piano during wee hours of the morning and stop playing in the midst of its peak.

4. i have a sixth sense. i don't practice communicating with ghost or spirits or whatever you may call it. i can see future encounters in my dreams and it becomes reality in time.

5. i don't take medicines. i just meditate and pray. i can heal myself. (weird)

I’ve been in to job haunting -- interviews and examinations. Literally, I passed my examinations and gone to initial, second interviews. I've been waiting for a couple of hours and what I get is the "we-will-call-you-this-week". This is what I really hate the most when applying for a job; they leave you hanging instead of being frank that you did not pass the interview.

I already received 2 calls early this morning and I have a final interview tomorrow. *sigh* Sometimes I don't know what to do – should I just apply for another company or wait for the call. My mind is in chaos and I don't want to miss every single opportunity in front of me. I received a text yesterday but I did not confirm for the interview because it is another endorsement again.

My mom told me that it is easy to leave your present employer but really hard to find an opportunity to land for another job. I am having a hard time explaining it to her that I cannot tolerate people who underestimated my capibilities and people who are trying to ruin my name -- i will not waste my time and effort working with those kind of people. and thats why i left my job.